Latino Update/ Running from reality
Ok, so Luis sent me two text messages tonight but I need time to respond. I need to get ahold of myself and not let someone have that much power over me to make me upset. I know its totally issues with me and abandonment and I am aware and will work on that. It is getting better though..So, tonight I went to a party that an acquiantance from work threw. I actually went once, came home, then went back. I should have stayed at home all together. It was just a room full of people running from their problems and using alcohol/ drugs as a vehicle. Don’t get me wrong, I get drunk as much as the next guy and sometimes do an occasional drug, but for the most part, I try to face reality head on. No matter how painful it is. It just gets old sometimes to see the same faces, with teh same struggles, especially when they are not dealing with the problems to fix them. I dunno. tonight was just an annoying night. Anywhoo, I am going to go to bed. I have a long day of work and the gym tomorrow. Maybe I will send Luis a text back, who knows..May take some time to get back to me.
