I live my life through you…
Ok, so more than one person has told me that they live their lives through me. I think that is a funny, funny thing. Maybe its not such a good thing but I think it is. I definately like to keep things interesting for myself. I hosted my first adult toy party a few nights ago. Needless to say, it was a HUGE success! About 10 people showed up and we all fit perfectly in my living room. The crowd was pretty mixed, girls, guys, straight, gay and all in between. Coversation was good, and the liquor poured freely (except for me not having a corkscrew to open the wine). At least that is what a phillips head screwdriver is for…what can I say, I live in TN and we are a resourceful people! By th eend of the night, we were all pretty tipsy and doing line dances in my living room and singing the latest country tunes at the top of our lungs. Afterwards we made it out to a local trashy gay bar called the Chute. Yeah, as in Poop Chute..Hahaha, how clever! It ended well and I came home to my new roomie who was passed out on the couch. I tell you, that situation is sort of weird for me with him there. Not really in a bad way but more of in an, I don’t know who you are and you’re living with me” kind of way. He for sure has his quirks. His girlfriend whom he refers to as “Woman” just broke it off with him and he is devastated. He is convinced its because he is being punished for not attending church since he moved to Nashville. Of course it couldn’t be the fact that he refers to her as his property, woman, etc. That has ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with the breakup at ALL! He has started asking me to spend time with him and rub his back now, both of which I decline to do on a daily basis. I am just not this for a new friend or sex partner. This is merely a money making opportunity for me so I do not want to mess things up so I try to stay distant from him. I think I may warm up to him later, who knows..we’ll have to see. Oh well, by the way, things are going still with Frat boy Steven Todd. I ate dinner with him on Sat. night and he came over on Sunday with cheese dip and we had a good time He’s started calling me more now and opening up a little so thats good. He also told me that his best friend was getting jealous because he has been spending more time with me. He is soo cute, anyway. I am totally whipped, more than I want anyone to know. its scary. I have to go now!
