Uncontrollable Laughter
What the hell? Where has the time gone? I can’t believe that so much time has passed since my last entry. Well, let’s give a quick update to the many things that have happened. Shortly after the Holiday Season I broke it off with Fetus Boy because of a little smothering, plus I am in a whole other place than he is right now and that was getting old fast…I went on the a nice guy my age and things were cool until he “heard through the grapevine” that I was emotionally unavailable which prompted him to run off. Can’t say I blame him but, hey, don’t you think a guy that STILL lives with his ex of nearly 5 yrs and washes his underwear would have some emotional issues? Come on guy, get a clue! Not that I pride myself on my emotional problems but at the very least I do admit to them. Tomorrow is the big day for me. In time that I have not written I went out and bought a house of my own and tomorrow is the move in day. I’ve been looking forward to this for quite some time now and its finally here. I went out shopping today for a few bits of furniture and maybe some curtains since I have a bed, 2 cats and a dog to my name. It was fun and a bit scary. I had a moment today and cried while packing. I can see the end of this old life and starting something new, away from HIM. I can’t lie, it makes me sad and overjoyed at the same time, sort of that feeling of graduating high school and moving away to college. Bittersweet. I have no doubts that this is the right thing and I can only grow from this experience. At any rate, I am going to go take care of some last minute things here but promise to write back later this week after the move!!
