Saturday, October 16, 2004

God’s Angel

So, I am sitting here enjoying my Saturday free from work and updating my blog. I thought I was supposed to get an email when there were comments posted to my blog, but oh well, no biggie. I ran across two comments to my blog. One was very nice from a girl (Jeni) who thinks that I sound interesting! Wow, that’s kind of cool. Yay!! The next comment was from someone named “Gods Angel”. Now, by looking at the person’s handle, I could tell that we would probably not be seeing eye to eye anytime soon. This person goes on to tell me how disgusted they are with me and how I need God in my life and how I need to repent and leave my homosexual life…How funny! You know, I can comfortably say that at age 28 I am finally OK with my life. There were times in my life that I was ashamed or guilty and wanted to “change” myself (as if I could) and cried myself to sleep. There comes a point in a person’s life (at least for me) that you realize that you deal with the hand that life deals you. One of the “cards” dealt to me in life was the gay card. It is my job to handle it as best as one can..I chose to embrace that part of me and not hide it to make others feel comfortable. I am by no means a defiant, in-your-face kind of guy but I am what I am, ya know? And by now means do I base my entire life around my sexuality, although it is somewhat of a major thing to most people…Anway, just thought I’d get that off my chest and hope that any young gay person who may read this realize that their life (as a whole) is something to be celebrated entirely. Be proud of every freckle, crazy thought, stretch mark and pimple! Those are parts of the things that make us human. God, I sound like radical person with pciket signs..Oh well..Be good and enjoy the day! I know I plan to!

Posted by DemetriusJ at 19:03:13
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One Response to “God’s Angel”

  1. dolce bag says:

    i think it is better if you can write more.

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